i have just fuck up my life and lost the people who are important to me..people who walk through different phases of my life with me for the past few years..sometimes i really wanna bang my head against the hard wall and wake myself up. i just dunno what am i doing anymore..he's driving me crazy..i lost my mind and all my senses. Why can't i just forget you and wipe u off my mind! why do u keep appearing! i feel like killing myself now. At least that way i dont have to live in agony everytime u come into my mind..i know u're happy now..looking so much happier than before. i should be happy for you right? but i can't stop thinking about the past. why..why...why..why did u cast a spell on me that i can't get rid of!! Because of you, i've been struggling to find myself again..been struggling to pick myself up and walk on..someone just kill me now or brainwash me..i dun wanna be reminded of the past anymore..i just wanna get rid of the pain inside me....i miss him
Tear drop 5/15/2005 03:02:00 am of Eunice
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[name] eunice ng[gender] female [d.o.b] 11.o9.1985 [status] single [horoscope] virgo [location] western australia [suburb] winthrop [loves] stars,sunsets,sunrises,oceans,windchimes,waves [music] trance,techno,fish leong,david tao,stephanie sun,evonne hsu [quote] Every Ending Is A New Beginning - RESOLUTIONS -
[-] Studies is PRIORITY ONE.[-] To study hard and pass all units. [-] To lose 5kg in 6 months. [-] To make the people around me smile and happy. [-] To save more money to go back singapore [-] To be a stronger and happier person. [-] To move on from the past and forget unhappy times. [-] To build a better friendship with my friends. -Notations -
[o5.o1] dad's birthday[16.o1] sis's birthday [22.o1] doris's birthday [23.o1] marshal/marlon birthday [o4.o2] liting's birthday [18.o2] roger's birthday [19.o2] ah cute's birthday [25.o2] meiyun/jac/weiliang [27.o2] lynette's birthday [28.o2] school starts! [13.o3] glenn's birthday [14.o3] auntie jas birthday [23.o3] zhenyi's birthday [3o.o3] shihui's birthday [o4.o4] mingli's birthday [14.o4] ivan's birthday [18.o4] dennis's birthday [13.o5] derrick's birthday [21.o6] jason/ariel birthday [o1.o7] cardin's birthday [o4.o7] bennie's birthday [18.o7] debbie's birthday [20.o7] sheila's birthday [28.o7] trek's birthday [3o.o7] nick's birthday [31.o7] yvonne's birthday [o4.o8] norton/gaston birthday [o9.o8] david/muhai birthday [1o.o8] bird's birthday [11.o8] von's birthday [12.o8] aunt.grace bday [2o.o8] suey's birthday [o2.o9] brother's bday [o4.o9] melf's birthday [o5.o9] felicia's birthday [o7.o9] joycelyn/melcolm bday [11.o9] my birthday! [18.o9] jiaming bday [29.o9] xueni's bday [3o.o9] sherwin's birthday [1o.1o] theresa's birthday [21.1o] steph's birthday [27.1o] huiting's birthday [28.1o] wilson (hippo) birthday [o7.11] shaun's birthday [o9.11] bryan's birthday [26.11] linz's birthday [o2.12] leon's birthday [11.12] hanxiang's birthday [12.12] opiomorph's birthday [17.12] mum's birthday [19.12] jerry's birthday [23.12] bell's birthday [25.12] x'mas day [30.12] kaimin's birthday [31.12] new year's eve - The Tears -
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