gunbound's down..so i finally got some time to blog something down..been sleeping late the past few days..yeap gunbound..helping dennis earn gp so he can promote soon too..wand eh! so tired...but it's cool..next will be helping shaun..=)..
went out with the girls on sunday night..well..i'm glad to see them all again..but maybe i haven't been hanging out much with them..i feel out of place..i kept quiet most of the time thoughout the night..cos i really dunno what to say or talk about..i really got no idea what are they talking about either..it made me really sad...feels like i dun really belong there anymore..they all seem to have grown so close to each other..makes me feel like i'm invading their territory..but what can i expect? it's me who hasn't been going out with them..so i can't really complain if i drifted apart from them..they did make the effort to call me everytime they go out..but i kept rejecting. i juz dunno what am i expecting? what am i wishing for to happen? why do i still think i can be as close to them as before? i'm just dreaming...can't really talk...can't really share..just keeping it all to myself..me myself and i...hide my unhappiness from everyone..i know they all still treats me as a friend of theirs..i do too..but i just feel that i really dun belong there anymore...sad...really sad....=~~~ things have change...
it's been a long time since i last exercised..so i did a 30-minute exercise yesterday which consists of jumping,jogging,sit-ups etc at home..and the sit-ups really got me today..my ab muscles are hurting today..good job...exercise is good..so i didn't take up the job at the lan shop..the pay was too low..and my mum said so too.gotta go look for job soon..but i'm so lazy to go alone..=/..i don't have the motivation to do anything at all..juz rotting away..living in my own world...blahblahblah...
Tear drop 7/13/2004 04:19:00 pm of Eunice
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[name] eunice ng[gender] female [d.o.b] 11.o9.1985 [status] single [horoscope] virgo [location] western australia [suburb] winthrop [loves] stars,sunsets,sunrises,oceans,windchimes,waves [music] trance,techno,fish leong,david tao,stephanie sun,evonne hsu [quote] Every Ending Is A New Beginning - RESOLUTIONS -
[-] Studies is PRIORITY ONE.[-] To study hard and pass all units. [-] To lose 5kg in 6 months. [-] To make the people around me smile and happy. [-] To save more money to go back singapore [-] To be a stronger and happier person. [-] To move on from the past and forget unhappy times. [-] To build a better friendship with my friends. -Notations -
[o5.o1] dad's birthday[16.o1] sis's birthday [22.o1] doris's birthday [23.o1] marshal/marlon birthday [o4.o2] liting's birthday [18.o2] roger's birthday [19.o2] ah cute's birthday [25.o2] meiyun/jac/weiliang [27.o2] lynette's birthday [28.o2] school starts! [13.o3] glenn's birthday [14.o3] auntie jas birthday [23.o3] zhenyi's birthday [3o.o3] shihui's birthday [o4.o4] mingli's birthday [14.o4] ivan's birthday [18.o4] dennis's birthday [13.o5] derrick's birthday [21.o6] jason/ariel birthday [o1.o7] cardin's birthday [o4.o7] bennie's birthday [18.o7] debbie's birthday [20.o7] sheila's birthday [28.o7] trek's birthday [3o.o7] nick's birthday [31.o7] yvonne's birthday [o4.o8] norton/gaston birthday [o9.o8] david/muhai birthday [1o.o8] bird's birthday [11.o8] von's birthday [12.o8] aunt.grace bday [2o.o8] suey's birthday [o2.o9] brother's bday [o4.o9] melf's birthday [o5.o9] felicia's birthday [o7.o9] joycelyn/melcolm bday [11.o9] my birthday! [18.o9] jiaming bday [29.o9] xueni's bday [3o.o9] sherwin's birthday [1o.1o] theresa's birthday [21.1o] steph's birthday [27.1o] huiting's birthday [28.1o] wilson (hippo) birthday [o7.11] shaun's birthday [o9.11] bryan's birthday [26.11] linz's birthday [o2.12] leon's birthday [11.12] hanxiang's birthday [12.12] opiomorph's birthday [17.12] mum's birthday [19.12] jerry's birthday [23.12] bell's birthday [25.12] x'mas day [30.12] kaimin's birthday [31.12] new year's eve - The Tears -
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
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