alo!!! finally i am making the effort to blog..muahhaa! kinda lazy sometimes..either i just dun feel like typing or i type halfway and decided to blog another day which never happens..hehehe! sooooo since the last time i blogged..a lot of things happen..i'm just glad misunderstandings between my good friends and i are all cleared now..ole! i went out last night with ken to cottlesloe beach to chill...he's leaving today..oh! he's flying in the air now..he going back to singapore to do his National Service..damn..gonna miss this friend of mine..no more chilling partner for now! won't be seeing him for 2 years *sobs*boo hoo hoo* anyway..we sat there watching the waves swish swish swooosh while smoking and talking! NICE! IM LOVIN IT! muahahha! i can't believe i can talk to this chap about anything man! god! anyway, we both set goals! we told each other 2 years later when he come back to perth,we WILL look different! we will lose weight and turn out to be another person,healthy and full of self esteem! muahaha! yea..kinda funny but that's what i'm gonna do do do do! eating very little nowadays..i dunno why..suddenly i just don't feel like eating anymore! isn't that goooooood?! and i'm doing exercise! lalala! i just blast my music in the room and start doing my aerobics..or maybe dance or jump around..making sure i sweat! OLE!!!! anyway..i hope u guys support me ok? i've to do it this time! motivate meeeeeeee!! lalalala! OLE OLE OLE!!!

i read my friends' blogs recently and some of them are just complaining about their other half treating them not as good as their friends' partners. it just makes me feel a little angry..hehehe! everyone sets themselves a perfect partner..he wants a girl who is caring,friendly,sexy,cute,slim,petite,big eyes,nice smile etc etc..the list goes on and on..she wants a guy who can treat her like a princess,suave,caring,brings her shopping and buying her whatever she wants. another one wants a guy who is tall,good looking,nice body,rich,good education background,drives a car,rich family background blahblahblah. i mean nobody is perfect man! you set yourself such a person who can never exists...(maybe in fairytales but fairytales do not exist in reality)! and start comparing with the person you're with now, and then complains that they are not good enough or they are not treating u good enough. but u have already decided to be with him/her, why do u only complain now? why would u go out with him in the first place if u gonna complain about this and that? why don't u look at it from another point of view? think of the things he/she has done for u in the past..i'm sure they have done nice things,spend good quality time with you, shared some memories with you. is it the looks,the money or the person you're going for? instead of comparing,why not try treasuring or comprimising or even looking at things from a different view? i've learnt from my past relationships...i've learnt to treasure someone more than anything...dun make things all so complicated...simple..and be happy..*sigh* why do i only learn now? it's all over but i'm moving...moving on..^.^ i will definitely treasure the next person who walks into my heart...not forgetting my dear friends and family too..heehee..oh THANKS to my Shihui who sent me a super big file that day..a video clip she took on fireworks,hoping it will cheer me up! OF COS U DID! i LOVE fireworks!! they're so pretty!! ehehe! thank u thank u thank u! *mUackz*

jason called me yesterday afternoon..it was fun..it's always full of laughter when we talk to each other...haha..he's still the same..forever making fun of me..forever trying to "suan" me..i left my msn on while i was on the phone with him..and my dear sister decided to talk to him on msn,putting random animal photos as my display pic..and they both started making fun of me when i'm not looking at the convo. e.g a penguin the phone picture..he says i look like the penguin..and then a cow..a doggy..an elephant..DOH! i'm glad this good friend of mine is moving on too...i dunno if he's really happy or just putting up a strong front when talking to me..but i just hope he can be happy..dun wish to see him get hurt..dun wish to hear him cry on the phone again...i just want him to be happy..real happy..=) hehe~ i guess he'll be fine..once he gets into uni..he will have girls all crawling to him..no problem! hohoho!...he's such a sweet friend man..he told me whatever i wan from singapore,like CDs or VCDs or anything, i can just tell him on a monthly basis and he will send it over to me..he even asked me to ask my mum what VCDs she wanna watch..ask me to ask my bro and sis too..i will just have to pay him the next time i go back to singapore..told him I'M NOT GOING BACK THEN! wahaha..my mum adores him..dun ask me why..i got no idea either...hohoho..every auntie adores him..geez! watched National Day Parade on the internet last night too..hmm..not bad..i like the colours...so much more colourful this year..but i still prefer last year's show..hee! anyway..Happy Birthday to Singapore for yesterday~ and to David and Muhai too! as for today..i just wanna say a big big HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to my ELIZABETH a.k.a BIRD JIE a.k.a my best sister! so cool...known her for 7 years le..time flies...hope u have fun today ok? *huggies* ok..i think i blogged too much today..muahahahaa! see u guys! i'm off to gunbound..bb!

Tear drop 8/10/2004 02:14:00 pm of Eunice