went out with the girls just now to Oriel's to have coffee...and then to ivy's house...came home..my sis was on the computer..so i went to watch "Jiu Cheng Gao" vcds. i remember when i met Bryan on the day i went back...i told him i wanted to watch "Holland V" and he told me "Jiu Cheng Gao" is nice too..hmm..alright la...i'm up to disc 8..soon i'll be finished..so i was actually feeling quite okay and happy..until i logged on to gunbound..*sigh* went into the room where guowei,glitter and phoe was playing in..got to know from them that they are having a guild outing tomorrow...=( my mood sank..sigh..most of my guild members will be there...and i can't go!!! i want to go!!! i remember saying it before that we should have a guild outing one day..and here it goes..really happened so quickly and i can't be there...the next time i go back to singapore,i'm sure all of them won't be playing gunbound anymore..probably won't still be in contact with them..although it's just a game..a guild in a game..just random people we meet while playing but i really treated each and every of them as a real and good friend of mine..and yet i can't go!!! grrr.haiz...they will be going to Marina South for Steamboat...how i wish i can go...but i can't do anything about it either..just my luck to be overseas and all my friends are in singapore...i feel so sad...i feel so left out....
Tear drop 8/15/2004 04:26:00 am of Eunice
