wOooo! finally i got time to blog..been freaking tired the past 2 weeks...work at Subway almost everyday..luckily i got today off..but i'm too used to waking up early! i could have woke up at like 2 or 3pm..but i here i am..waking up at 10+ am and i can't go back to sleep anymore..sheesh..when i just started work last week..my feet were so sore..lol..but it's better this week...kinda used to it already..heh..good exercise u know! everything has to be fast-paced so u have to rush here and there..to and fro from the fridge to get stuff or bread..lol..business is good!! But i guess working can really distract me from thinking about other things. I finally pluck up my courage last week to ask Bryan what i have been wanting to ask since we broke up 4 months ago. That is, if he would like to give the both of us another try,cos i personally think that it was a waste the relationship just ended like that.We were so in love,others thought we really suited each other.Bird jie and my younger sister asked why didn't i ask Bryan for a second chance since i still like him..i told them that i'm scared i would get rejected and it would really hurt again. And my sister said to me "If u fear rejection,u will never know the answer.." so i was like.."hmmm..true.." she's so matured. geez! so i saw him online the other day and pop the question to him,and he kept quiet. The silence was obvious. So i told him "it's okay..i get what u mean..." and he said "sorry..". Of course i was disappointed and felt hurt that the feelings i had were just a one way traffic..shows that he has already forgotten me..there will never be another chance to be together in future...never ever..be it 3 or 10 years down the road...the love story will never happen again...but i'm glad i asked..at least i won't live life regretting that i never asked. Seems like it's a time for me to give up...*sigh*

Anyway..moving on...working is quite fun..especially on monday..when Tristan,Alec,Scott and Enny were around. It was full of laughter man. They're so funny.I'm happy i can actually get along with all of them..cool shit. I'm still under training for serving customers at the counter. I'm a Subway Sandwich Artist! woo.sound so pro..lol..but anyone working at the counter making sandwiches can be called that..lol..first day when i was serving at the counter,i made a couple of mistakes...this guy wanted a Chicken Pizziola and i dunno what the fuck was i doing..lol..no wonder he gave me a weird look..mUAHAHAHAA! and this lady she didnt wan salt and pepper and i still put it..I KILLED IT!!! geez eunice..u idiot!..but uncle willie was like.."it's okay,u just started only..soon u will get used to it." so nice..lol..i got good boss and lady boss and i love making the sandwiches..looks like i'm gonna stay in this job for a while. Yesterday, Uncle and Auntie told me that i am already accepted working there, it's only up to my job offer in the city juice store. If they give me Full-Time, den Subway will let me go. If not, they will put me in. Cool! Congratulations Eunice! Auntie bought a cake for Alec yesterday cos it's his birthday today,so we sang Happy Birthday song in the kitchen..and shared the cake..yummy..rich chocolate cake from Miss Maud next door. muhaha! working again next Monday to Thursday,and Friday will be off to Alan's house to clean up. hohoho!...

Went night shopping with my mum and sis last night,we went Southlands Shopping Mall. Bought a new pair of jeans and top,my sis bought a set of trackies, more dangling earrings which only cost $2.50 each. So cheap can..! and what else, oh i bought a small thermoflask for myself too! so when i go school or studying i can bring hot coffee or hot chocolate or hot tea or hot milo! hot hot hot! called up Curtin just now to double check when's the dateline to submit my forms of application, and she said Mid-November if i'm not submitting through TISC. sheesh..and my brother made me panic for a while,telling me it's next thursday..but i think i should get it done as soon as possible. hur..my dad went back to Singapore on Tuesday to settle some very urgent stuff. It's quite hurting to see my dad end up in such a situation, it must have been scary. *sigh* but i was so touched when i found out the reason why he didn't let my brother go back with him. He still cares afterall. I dunno when is my dad coming back or is he even coming back or not..i got no idea...*sigh* things are getting bad again...mum's sickness has came back...feeling giddy suddenly and it's so serious this time, her head actually moves in circles when she's giddy..spinning..the neurologist say it's something to do with the brain so he asked my mum to go for a brain scan,but that can only be done next month. I'm so worried..will it be a tumour or anything serious? I'm so scared..haiz...i think i better sign off now..the blog is so long..see u guys...i just wanna be alone for awhile,not ignoring or anything,please don't misunderstand....=)


Tear drop 9/24/2004 03:24:00 pm of Eunice

whee! i'm officially 19 and 2 days old..heehee! let me blog on wad happen on my buRp-dAy.

went down to Lynette's house around 11am..they cooked! THANKS to Jane's pasta and An ni's fried bee hoon, and i'm so touched that my dear girl,Felicia baked the cake and even bought the matching candles..so touched so touched. it tasted really good...THANKS to Jane,Lynette,Jacqueline,Felicia,An ni,Joyce for the celebration and the presents. Cute little bunny bear toy,cake,flower,the chocolates and notes. muack..kiss for u guys!

Then, i went home to pick my mum up so she can lead me the way to West Perth for my interview at Subway.It went alright.The person say he will call me again to go down for training,and he did. He called me like 15 minutes ago asking me to go down for training tomorrow,wednesday,thursday and next monday.Training will be for 5 hours,from 10:30am to 3:30pm,and i will be trained by the staff members there. Hope i can get along with them. The shop is in the CBD area so i guess i have to go down early tomorrow to find parking. unless i can find someone to drop me off and pick me up. blahblah. working there means no more dangling earring,no bracelets,no rings,tying up of hair...eeww..lol.During training,i would be given half pay..dun worry. it's not $3/hour this time.it's $5/hour,while after training i would be given the introductory rate pay which is $10/hour.After 3 months, then i would be given the full pay of around $12. cool shit. just hope i can cope working there, considering the pace they do their sandwiches. i'm so bloody nervous now man..fuk. anyway...pray that i can cope and i'll be able to stay in this job alright? *fingers crossed*

went grocery shopping after that with my dearest mummy,came home and then prepared myself to go out with my usual bunch of girls.THANKS to Doris for your hand-made yummilicious famous amos taste-a-like cookies. so touched you made them..yummy! and was the cake made too? Anyway, THANKS GUYS! THANKS to Debbie
for the super-hard-and-stress-to-open or what u call,spiderman wrapping present.THANKS for te photo frame and the pretty butterfly dangling earrings.THANKS to Stephanie,Ivy,Doris,Suey,Sheila,Ariel,Debbie for the cute white handbag and $15 u guys gave me and also for making time to celebrate my birthday with me though it was a bit not organized.Sorry.^^.THANKS!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!We went Sizzler to have dinner.Woah man,we were all so full and bloated.I had salads,a steak,3 cups of soup, a bowl of ice cream..and something else.cool! had so much laughter too.it was fun,it's been quite some time since we last have dinner together. Then,we went to pick Ivy up and after a lot of consideration and hesitation, we decided to head to Burswood Casino to try our luck. I took out $10 to change into chips and went to play on the Heads/Tails and won $10 at first.BUT i wanted MORE! In the end,i lost the $10 i won.zzzzzz! then i lost the $10 on Blackjack...Still not happy,i went to change another $10. Thanks to Ivy's luck, i won $20 that night,which covers the money i spent at Sizzler. woot!

and also THANKS to my sister who went to buy a present for me.it's super cute.you know how when someone just give birth, people would buy toys that says "It's A Girl/Boy!" she bought this really soft ball for me that says "It's a Girl" and when u unzip it,this "me-to-you" bear sits inside and pop out, and that acted as a present from my whole family.and also THANKS to Bryan,Joe,Siew teng,Suey,San San,Darren,Ariel for the birthday wishes sent by sms. THANKS to Buddy Jiaming,Joycelyn,darling Kaimin,and good friend,Hippo for the birthday wishes sent in friendster. *kiss* heehee! AND lastly, THANKS to VON for calling me all the way from singapore to perth to say Happy birthday to me at 11pm.Lolz! Cheer up and don't think so much ok? *hugs*

We took photos but my camera decided to run out of battery..so i'm waiting for the photos took by Lynette's digital camera.^^. damn man..i accidentally hit my head really hard on steph's car that night when i was getting into her car and it still hurts now hey..sheesh....brain damage? grr..went out with Sam and Iema to Fast Eddy's yesterday for coffee and lunch.it went alright,quite funny actually.THANKS to Sam for the Fish'n'Chips and Strawberry Milkshake he treated me as a birthday present..hurhur! we talked about school..come to think of it, i really enjoyed school last year,i was actually looking forward to going to school everyday to meet the bunch of friends,even sam and iema miss those days. especially economics classes where we were allowed to go for 5-minute walkies. we would go in one big group and stand together at a place to smoke and laughed. And we fully stink when we go back to class hey.whenever the teacher ask,we would always sabo Sam,saying it's him who is smoking. but it was okay,we were allowed to smoke in school's compound anyway..lolz..it was good..it was fun..and i also miss those days we would squeeze like 5-6 people in my small car to go Karawara for lunch during lunch time and end up going into class like 15-20 minutes late,and also those days where we didn't feel like going to class,end up going to Carousel arcade or watch movie,or up to city to eat Dim Sum..huahauhua! i miss those days though i was pretty annoyed at a few of them at a point of time..heehee! oh well..today's entry is too long..i think i better go now..see ya...




Tear drop 9/13/2004 01:47:00 pm of Eunice

woo..firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA!! *huggies* celebrated felicia's birthday at lynette's house this afternoon..took quite a lot of photos..can be view here! woot..it was just a simple and small birthday party for her.hope she enjoyed it..i'll be going over next saturday again cos they wanna celebrate my birthday with me in the afternoon..at night it might be clubbing or nothing..hur..dunno dunno dunno..dun feel like doing anything..dum di dum..it's father's day today..didn't do much..just a normal day..didn't celebrate either..don't have the money..but we bought this little gift for my dad.the problem is..since young, the 3 of us has never been close to my dad before..so the difference between mother's day and father's day is huge..we would make the effort to make mother's day a joyful one..but we always don't do the same thing on father's day..yeah..it's weird..sometimes feel that my dad will be disappointed but..ermm..i dunno man!..auntie cindy gave me a number to call that day if i want a job at Subway..i've been trying to contact the auntie and uncle since friday and i still can't get them! grr i wan to work work work work! i wan money money money!! heehee! anyway..alvin sent me DJ Tiesto's newest album last night...wOot! it fucking rocks man! Tiesto MY MAN!! wooo!! he rocks he rocks he rocks! wooo! i wanna meet him!! come on come on come on! thanks thanks alvin!! woOOo!!..i got to go play gunbound with him now..and and and I HATE THE SHALLOW PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD..FARK U ALL!! GRRR! so disappointed..haiz..

Tear drop 9/05/2004 11:57:00 pm of Eunice