wOooo! finally i got time to blog..been freaking tired the past 2 weeks...work at Subway almost everyday..luckily i got today off..but i'm too used to waking up early! i could have woke up at like 2 or 3pm..but i here i am..waking up at 10+ am and i can't go back to sleep anymore..sheesh..when i just started work last week..my feet were so sore..lol..but it's better this week...kinda used to it already..heh..good exercise u know! everything has to be fast-paced so u have to rush here and there..to and fro from the fridge to get stuff or bread..lol..business is good!! But i guess working can really distract me from thinking about other things. I finally pluck up my courage last week to ask Bryan what i have been wanting to ask since we broke up 4 months ago. That is, if he would like to give the both of us another try,cos i personally think that it was a waste the relationship just ended like that.We were so in love,others thought we really suited each other.Bird jie and my younger sister asked why didn't i ask Bryan for a second chance since i still like him..i told them that i'm scared i would get rejected and it would really hurt again. And my sister said to me "If u fear rejection,u will never know the answer.." so i was like.."hmmm..true.." she's so matured. geez! so i saw him online the other day and pop the question to him,and he kept quiet. The silence was obvious. So i told him "it's okay..i get what u mean..." and he said "sorry..". Of course i was disappointed and felt hurt that the feelings i had were just a one way traffic..shows that he has already forgotten me..there will never be another chance to be together in future...never ever..be it 3 or 10 years down the road...the love story will never happen again...but i'm glad i asked..at least i won't live life regretting that i never asked. Seems like it's a time for me to give up...*sigh*

Anyway..moving on...working is quite fun..especially on monday..when Tristan,Alec,Scott and Enny were around. It was full of laughter man. They're so funny.I'm happy i can actually get along with all of them..cool shit. I'm still under training for serving customers at the counter. I'm a Subway Sandwich Artist! woo.sound so pro..lol..but anyone working at the counter making sandwiches can be called that..lol..first day when i was serving at the counter,i made a couple of mistakes...this guy wanted a Chicken Pizziola and i dunno what the fuck was i doing..lol..no wonder he gave me a weird look..mUAHAHAHAA! and this lady she didnt wan salt and pepper and i still put it..I KILLED IT!!! geez eunice..u idiot!..but uncle willie was like.."it's okay,u just started only..soon u will get used to it." so nice..lol..i got good boss and lady boss and i love making the sandwiches..looks like i'm gonna stay in this job for a while. Yesterday, Uncle and Auntie told me that i am already accepted working there, it's only up to my job offer in the city juice store. If they give me Full-Time, den Subway will let me go. If not, they will put me in. Cool! Congratulations Eunice! Auntie bought a cake for Alec yesterday cos it's his birthday today,so we sang Happy Birthday song in the kitchen..and shared the cake..yummy..rich chocolate cake from Miss Maud next door. muhaha! working again next Monday to Thursday,and Friday will be off to Alan's house to clean up. hohoho!...

Went night shopping with my mum and sis last night,we went Southlands Shopping Mall. Bought a new pair of jeans and top,my sis bought a set of trackies, more dangling earrings which only cost $2.50 each. So cheap can..! and what else, oh i bought a small thermoflask for myself too! so when i go school or studying i can bring hot coffee or hot chocolate or hot tea or hot milo! hot hot hot! called up Curtin just now to double check when's the dateline to submit my forms of application, and she said Mid-November if i'm not submitting through TISC. sheesh..and my brother made me panic for a while,telling me it's next thursday..but i think i should get it done as soon as possible. hur..my dad went back to Singapore on Tuesday to settle some very urgent stuff. It's quite hurting to see my dad end up in such a situation, it must have been scary. *sigh* but i was so touched when i found out the reason why he didn't let my brother go back with him. He still cares afterall. I dunno when is my dad coming back or is he even coming back or not..i got no idea...*sigh* things are getting bad again...mum's sickness has came back...feeling giddy suddenly and it's so serious this time, her head actually moves in circles when she's giddy..spinning..the neurologist say it's something to do with the brain so he asked my mum to go for a brain scan,but that can only be done next month. I'm so worried..will it be a tumour or anything serious? I'm so scared..haiz...i think i better sign off now..the blog is so long..see u guys...i just wanna be alone for awhile,not ignoring or anything,please don't misunderstand....=)


Tear drop 9/24/2004 03:24:00 pm of Eunice