bad mood...dun feel like smiling,dun feel like talking,dun feel like doing anything..and the weather is pissing me off..farking hot..38 degrees today..turned the aircon on in my car to maximum and it still didn't helped..grr..i hate summer..went to work today..so tired now..still can't get my mind off things..haizzzz..got work tomorrow again..morning shift..gotta wake up at like 5am..and then i got work on saturday..blah..12pm - 4pm...really dread even stepping out of the house during summer...haiz..life is so boring recently..all my friends back in singapore or somewhere else on the globe..my life is just eat,sleep,work and gb gb gb..so blardee boring..someone go out walk walk with meeeeeeeeeeee..im so bored..haiz...might consider visiting the beach tomorrow night to take my mind off things...it's still the place i will always go to when i'm down..sound of the waves...looking into the beautiful big big sea..will go only if the weather cools down..haizzzzzzz....i dun wan to think of u..i dun wan dun wan dun wan..I DUN WAN...
talked to bennie last night..of cos i'm glad to be talking to him again..but i guess i not really in the mood..i noe he cared..i noe he trying his best to cheer me up..i noe he trying to help me get over all these stupid sadness as soon as possible..but i still can't..each time i try..i end up coming back to the same spot..same place..and i have to keep trying and trying..which i dun wan and sick of trying the past 6 months..i need someone to talk to badly now..someone who can understand how i really feel inside now...but i dunno who to talk to..or even where to start..i can't talk to people who is not going through the same things as me..cos they never will understand..no it's not just the failure of the relationship..it's about everything that is happening and it's tormenting me..can someone walk with me or lend me a shoulder to cry on?...haiz..everything is inside my head..my heart..my mind..it's tearing me apart...
Tear drop 12/09/2004 06:24:00 pm of Eunice
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- Lost Soul -
[name] eunice ng[gender] female [d.o.b] 11.o9.1985 [status] single [horoscope] virgo [location] western australia [suburb] winthrop [loves] stars,sunsets,sunrises,oceans,windchimes,waves [music] trance,techno,fish leong,david tao,stephanie sun,evonne hsu [quote] Every Ending Is A New Beginning - RESOLUTIONS -
[-] Studies is PRIORITY ONE.[-] To study hard and pass all units. [-] To lose 5kg in 6 months. [-] To make the people around me smile and happy. [-] To save more money to go back singapore [-] To be a stronger and happier person. [-] To move on from the past and forget unhappy times. [-] To build a better friendship with my friends. -Notations -
[o5.o1] dad's birthday[16.o1] sis's birthday [22.o1] doris's birthday [23.o1] marshal/marlon birthday [o4.o2] liting's birthday [18.o2] roger's birthday [19.o2] ah cute's birthday [25.o2] meiyun/jac/weiliang [27.o2] lynette's birthday [28.o2] school starts! [13.o3] glenn's birthday [14.o3] auntie jas birthday [23.o3] zhenyi's birthday [3o.o3] shihui's birthday [o4.o4] mingli's birthday [14.o4] ivan's birthday [18.o4] dennis's birthday [13.o5] derrick's birthday [21.o6] jason/ariel birthday [o1.o7] cardin's birthday [o4.o7] bennie's birthday [18.o7] debbie's birthday [20.o7] sheila's birthday [28.o7] trek's birthday [3o.o7] nick's birthday [31.o7] yvonne's birthday [o4.o8] norton/gaston birthday [o9.o8] david/muhai birthday [1o.o8] bird's birthday [11.o8] von's birthday [12.o8] aunt.grace bday [2o.o8] suey's birthday [o2.o9] brother's bday [o4.o9] melf's birthday [o5.o9] felicia's birthday [o7.o9] joycelyn/melcolm bday [11.o9] my birthday! [18.o9] jiaming bday [29.o9] xueni's bday [3o.o9] sherwin's birthday [1o.1o] theresa's birthday [21.1o] steph's birthday [27.1o] huiting's birthday [28.1o] wilson (hippo) birthday [o7.11] shaun's birthday [o9.11] bryan's birthday [26.11] linz's birthday [o2.12] leon's birthday [11.12] hanxiang's birthday [12.12] opiomorph's birthday [17.12] mum's birthday [19.12] jerry's birthday [23.12] bell's birthday [25.12] x'mas day [30.12] kaimin's birthday [31.12] new year's eve - The Tears -
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Thursday, December 09, 2004
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