the clock on my mobile phone strike 12am..and the alarm started ringing..looked into the screen and it say "Happy 1st Year Anniversary with Bryan dear.08/12/2004" forgot to delete....time flies..it's been a year already...i can still remember vividly what happen a year ago..and things are so different now..from lovers to just friends and to strangers.we don't talk anymore..don't even contact each other anymore..how did i feel when i read the alarm..sad..and the memories all started rushing back at me..i just wanna forget and move on..it's been 6 months since we broke up..why am i still holding on..what am i waiting for?..he has already moved on and is blissfully attached to another girl now. i tried moving on with ivan..but things didn't work out...i really just wanna forget everything and stop thinking about him.why is it that everytime i'm on my way to forgetting...something has to happen and remind me of him again..arghz..i need a brainwash..haiz..
10:45am le..gotta go to work soon..hope i will be able to concentrate and not let this sadness affect me too much..dennis going to KL today..i think reach there already..anyway..hope he has heaps of fun and take great great care.i better go prepare now..and maybe blog another day when i feel like it..thanks people for coming back to my blogsite now and then to read..muackz..love u all..
Tear drop 12/08/2004 10:38:00 am of Eunice
