okie since my last blog entry,i've been more than fine.some people dicks should be cut off into pieces. or maybe their necks ought to be snap. BAH .anyway..what happened recently? oo..i'm kinda sad that tristan has left,won't be working at subway anymore with us. i'm gonna miss him so badly. no one to push me around at work jokingly, no one to do stupid acts in front of me, no one to joke around with me. he's the closest colleague i have at work. he's always around to help me, making sure i can go home on time. ahhh..i miss him..work is not that fun without him anymore. luckily, there's still scott and alec and ben. i wonder what am i going to do if they leave too..i might as well not work. muhahaa..it's the people there that makes working so fun for everyone. and i'm officially off my P plate =D no more probation driver licence shit. wheee!
ok next next. i receive a valentine's day present from david on friday. hee..i'm actually pretty shocked he send something to me. i mean he said he's sending something but i didn't really believe him, until my mum pass me a card that day saying i got a registered mail at the post office. soooo, i went to the post office to retrieve the parcel. at first, i thought it will be a just a small box. but it turned out to be a Size 5 box. so big, it was so embarrassing carrying it to my car and there were like people walking around. i read the box and it was really david who sent it. went home, quickly go up to my room and opened it. in there, a big big winnie the pooh wrapped up in a plastic wrapping paper inside a big plastic bag.I was shocked at the size of it and also how he still remembers i like winnie the pooh. haaaaa...i was super happy. it's so nice to hug! muahaaha..i admit i'm really touched. over the last few months, we have been contacting each other and he did ask if i can be his girl. but i said it's been years since we were together. and we had some quarrels and i really sometimes don't believe the things u say. (a bit harsh i know) and i told him..the things u're telling me now are just words, and to me, actions speak louder than words. so he said "okay, i will use actions to prove to you.i will keep my promises and be committed to you." blahblahblah..he's been sms-ing me everyday..and calling me a few times a week etc etc..dunno la! but the thing he sent must have cost him quite a lot. the pooh bear was bought from disney and i think it costs around $ 50 - $60. and then he sent it through speed post as well. postage alone cost around $44, and he still have to buy the size 5 box. muahahaa..so total should be around $100 plus.hohoho~ den i told him, i haven't seen him for a long time too, maybe it doesn't seem right anymore. i'm just insecure about the whole thing. the next hour or so, he told me he bought a webcam and is on his way back. he said "lidat u can see me loh..den u won't feel insecure or anything that's making u doubt me" i'm touched laaaaa but i cannot fall for him first..advice from steph: "dun yi shen xiang xu pls charbor.." advice from zhang hui: : "play along with him first la..dun fall in love with him so fast." and another thing steph said : "eh..wa..buy u pooh bear..ask him for an air ticket back to singapore la.." i told her give me two months then i request for one. huahuaha...jokingggggggggg...=P
okieeee..i went to the casino reluctantly last night cos i'm having my period and i don't really wanna walk around too much. BUT i'm so happy i went. i was playing on the jackpot machine with my mum, one machine each la. i put in $50 at first, was playing playing playing..won $40 already very happy den i decided to double my bet so it's $2.50 each time i press the button. first game didn't get anything..second time..wa!!! winn!! see the credits keep going up ..wOOt! shocked !! from $50 to $502.35. i won $450!! wahaha..i was so stunned. turned around and i see people standing around me. it felt like a dream. haha..quickly retrieve my receipt thingy from the attendant and stopped playing on the machine. wahahah! den i gave my mum $100, and went to play on rapid roulette. lost $50! *cries* but nvm nvm..i still win $300! wahah..treat my mum supper after casino. went to city garden to eat. wahhh! the chilli and salt intestines are farking good. crunchy on the outside,soft on the inside. wOOt!! couldn't stop eating. wahhaa..thanks to my beloved mummy.she said she wanted to go casino but i say i dun wan, den she say she go alone. But i couldn't let her go alone due to her physical conditions. so i went along. muhaha..thanks mummy! i love youuuu hehehehe! okie i better be off. off to dye my hair den prepare to go out tonight. muhaha!
Tear drop 2/20/2005 05:32:00 pm of Eunice
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
Saturday, February 05, 2005
I received a message on msn yesterday which really tore me apart.Nick's brother messaged me on msn and told me Nick passed away.I didn't wanna believe,I thought he was just kidding me. But i got worried.Nick passed away 4 days ago due to some sickness. He has had it for quite some time already but he never told me, he never told anyone. It's all so sudden. I just talked to him last friday and he insisted on leaving me,giving me stupid reasons and telling me he has his own reasons of doing this.So I respect his decision and let him go.I remember being very angry at him, I hung up on him and didn't want to talk to him anymore.But just a few days later,he's gone.G-O-N-E forever.I called his mobile several times but nobody answered or it was off. I can't make a trip down to malaysia now either.I will never get to hear his voice again,never get to hear him sing to me again.Why didn't he just tell me he's sick that night? Why did he have to give me so many stupid reasons? Why didn't i realise that he has been sick for so long? Why did i hang up on him? I kept calling and wished he would just answer his phone,telling me that he's playing a prank on me.He used to make me panic and worry for him,just for the fun of it.But now i wish he really is playing.I dunno what to say.It all just happened so suddenly.All the webcam memories and conversations we had all juz came flowing back,I kept listening to the songs we shared,fighting back my tears trying to smile and live normally cos I know he wouldn't want me to be sad for him.I must be strong,I cannot cry.But i miss him dearly...he was my best friend,my good friend.He taught me how to be understanding girlfriend to guys and taught me how to compromise in a relationship.But why did he have to go? He was such a talented young man,he was a chinese doctor who has always put his work first before everything.He's always thinking of ways to build a better life in future for himself.He even thought of going to UK in future years when his business is stable.And he's suppose to come and visit me in 3 months time.He still got so many things he hasn't done yet,how can he just leave like that..I will always remember him,always have him in my heart and i wish i can tell him "I love you" now...miss you Nick..I will be strong..May You Rest In Peace. You will always be remembered by everyone.
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