gunbound is down for maintenance again..sheesh..i'm so bored..>.< went out with ken last night to mill point to chill and also he wanted to borrow some gangster gangster hongkong movies from me..-.-" anyway..he came to pick me up in his vroom vroom car..the sound from the exhaust pipe was so deafening...hohoho..was at mill point smoking..oh oh i bought the wrong alpine ciggarettes..my god..they were so disgusting..even marlboro red is better..aww..i miss my vogue..>.< so we sit there talking and talking..went up to king's park later to show him where fraser restaurant is..wanted to bring him to the botanical gardens inside which has a very nice view..but but..hehehehehehe..we went so deep in..and it was so dark..so we decided to turn back..come another day..huahuahua! den he fetch me home..and i was stuck online again..andryan ask me to go ice skating today..it's a big nono..i hurt my wrist a few years ago..from falling down..no way am i hurting myself again..mum's feeling really really super duper stress recently..sigh..how i hope i can help...anyway..i wonder how is bryan..he seem to have disappeared..did his computer break down or something? he hasn't been checking his friendster either..weird..sms him the other day and there was no reply..where have u gone to? *sigh* suddenly i miss him again..=(

Tear drop 7/27/2004 03:04:00 pm of Eunice

hello! wow..i didn't immediately jump into gunbound today once i got online...*clap*clap* for eunice..heehee! let me think what have i done recently..other than gunbound..gunbound and gunbound..oh..i made sesame balls that day! i succeed! tasted so yummy! my brother ate like 4-5 balls! which means it's good stuff! lol..i took a photo of it..lolz..*thumbs up* for eunice!! clever girl..lol! my USB port is giving me problems! grrr! was playing on the webcam with jason that day and it decided to die on me..-.-" anyway..it was heaps of fun..he showed me his leg which was casted..lol..makes me feel like drawing on it..lol..and he showed me around his room..which is a total mess..-.-"..couldn't stop laughing at his spastic-ness with his stupid funny and act cute faces..god..feel like slapping him..lol.."unfortunately" he's my good friend..i can't slap him..^.^ damn it..was talking to him just now..but he decided to ditch me to catch up with his camp mate..idiotta! ~!@#$%^&*.

my sis borrowed videos yesterday..i watched the movie "Honey" today! *clap*clap*clap*clap*clap* for that movie! the dance moves were just ooooohh lala!! jessica alba looks so pretty in that movie..anyway..it's just the whole dancing thing..it's all so bloody cool! i repeated the ending like 3 times just to watch them dance..lol..good stuff! and then i watched "How to deal" which features Mandy Moore..she's getting a lot of movies recently eh? but then again..her acting's not bad..and that guy in the movie! he's awesome! prefectly cute when he smiles! there's still "Brother Bear" and "Chasing Liberty" i haven't watch..gonna watch it tomorrow and then return them back to the video store..hohoho! hmmm..okok..i better go play some game now..i dunno what else to blog! bb! *waves*

Tear drop 7/26/2004 12:32:00 am of Eunice

12:34pm

whee! my internet is back after 2 days!! it got suspended cos my mum forgot to pay the bill..was so bored the past 2 days!! my sis and i finished watching a set of vcds "Ma La Xian Shi". My brother settled his boredom by watching "Huan Zhu Ge Ge 3" with my mum. Can't believe he didn't go crazy, instead he sat there and watch through the night. rox man! my sis and i decided to play Wheel Of Fortune on the computer last night. i went bankrupt twice! booo!! then she moved on to playing Theme Hospital,where she happily bop up and down listening to the jukebox. -.-" haha..told her the code to cheat money! hohoo! i still remember it after so many many years! she had like over a million dollars and of cos she has the richest hospital then! duh..anyway steph if u need it..it's "24328" and then click on the green button on the fax machine..listen to the "brrrr rrrriinngg" sound then it's done! to cheat press on shift + c. sheesh..why am i telling u all these now? u're on ur way to brisbane tonight..doh!

justin arrived in perth on monday!! called me last night..whee! talk to him on the phone for about 20 minutes then his housemate ask him to go eat dinner. looks like he's settling in pretty well. gonna go meet him maybe next week,after he got everything done and settled! heehee! promised to bring him around! he's starting school soon..muhahahahaaa! anyway..i am thinking of taking up a cleaner's job. i saw the ad in the newspaper and it's $15/hour. high pay but hard work..but then no pain no gain..8am - 5pm..zzzz! machiam National Service! anyway..think think think! gtg now! mum's bringing us out for dim sum! yummmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!

Tear drop 7/22/2004 12:36:00 pm of Eunice

gunbound's down..so i finally got some time to blog something down..been sleeping late the past few days..yeap gunbound..helping dennis earn gp so he can promote soon too..wand eh! so tired...but it's cool..next will be helping shaun..=)..

went out with the girls on sunday night..well..i'm glad to see them all again..but maybe i haven't been hanging out much with them..i feel out of place..i kept quiet most of the time thoughout the night..cos i really dunno what to say or talk about..i really got no idea what are they talking about either..it made me really sad...feels like i dun really belong there anymore..they all seem to have grown so close to each other..makes me feel like i'm invading their territory..but what can i expect? it's me who hasn't been going out with them..so i can't really complain if i drifted apart from them..they did make the effort to call me everytime they go out..but i kept rejecting. i juz dunno what am i expecting? what am i wishing for to happen? why do i still think i can be as close to them as before? i'm just dreaming...can't really talk...can't really share..just keeping it all to myself..me myself and i...hide my unhappiness from everyone..i know they all still treats me as a friend of theirs..i do too..but i just feel that i really dun belong there anymore...sad...really sad....=~~~ things have change...

it's been a long time since i last exercised..so i did a 30-minute exercise yesterday which consists of jumping,jogging,sit-ups etc at home..and the sit-ups really got me today..my ab muscles are hurting today..good job...exercise is good..so i didn't take up the job at the lan shop..the pay was too low..and my mum said so too.gotta go look for job soon..but i'm so lazy to go alone..=/..i don't have the motivation to do anything at all..juz rotting away..living in my own world...blahblahblah...

Tear drop 7/13/2004 04:19:00 pm of Eunice

hello hello..gunbound's down till 11pm..got time to blog now since my sister is washing the dishes. she just showed me a conversation she had with one of her "FRIEND". fucking asshole..hmm..i know i shouldn't get involved or comment on anything since they are still like at a young age of 14 and 16. but that fucking 16 year old boy should have some manners. how dare he fucking criticise my sister! calling her fat and stuff..fuck u..u're ugly..lolz..i've been through this stage of my life before. getting criticized by people all the time BUT i'm glad my sis is a much stronger person than i am. anyway, that guy should just get really get criticized badly one day so he knows how it feels. people are just so shallow. god..one day they will turn ugly and get rejected and teased at..and i will be more than happy to congratulate them. ^.^ heehee! i'm so mean..BUT who cares! poor sister..being accused and maligned for things she hasn't done at all.she's losing some friends just cos of a girl who used to be her best friend. and because that girl's prettier she gets all the attention and get all people to side her,other people's misery is her happiness. HAH! one day...one day..hehehe! luckily, my sis is a strong person. really so proud of her. she sticks to her beliefs and doesn't stoop down low to get attention from others. my lovely cute little sister..hahaha! ok..i'm getting over protective..lalala..

okok..down to me! geez! so i went for the interview today..the lan shop one..didn't noe where it is..so i dragged ken to come along with me so he can look out for me where it is. thanx ken! next time treat u coffee ok? haha! sorry ah..make u wait so long..anyway..guess what! i mean okay..they looking for afternoon shifts workers..i'm fine with that..but the pay's way way pathetic...GOSHHH!! it's like $6/hour! it's stupid..that's a standard pay for a normal 15 year old working. first 3 days will be probation days..and it's half pay..which makes it a "wonderful" pay of $3/hour. my ass!! grrr..i dunno if i want to take it..it's for the weekends..hmmm..should i should i?? oh..and i will have to wash the toilets sometimes as well..oh fuk it..$6..GOD!! PATHETIC!! okay my sister's back..blog later..

Tear drop 7/05/2004 07:28:00 pm of Eunice

mum asked me last night if bryan still calls me or find me..i said no..he doesn't call me anymore and we seldom talk..i felt a wave of sadness when i talk about him..thus i miss him so much today...the memories keep coming back...i dunno is it me or what..so many things i do today links to him..*sigh* saw the disney on ice "Beauty & the Beast" advertisement on tv today..i felt so sad...it was in singapore when i went back the last trip and he was planning to take me there to watch it together, cos he knows i love "Beauty and the Beast" a lot. it was in march..and i had to come back to aussie so we didn't get to watch it together. i was watching tv in my sister's room today and i thought of us. we used to cuddle each other while watching tv or vcds at my house. was talking to hippo today and he was talking about if he has a gf he would rather spend time at home with his gf..watching vcds,cook etc etc. bryan and i spent so much time at home, our memories mostly come from my house,maybe that's why i'm missing him so much now.

i sms-ed him this afternoon but he didn't reply.yeah..i'm disappointed...i just dunno why don't we talk anymore...i hope i can still talk to him like how we used to..he was always there for me..listening to my problems and sadness,though he doesn't noe how to comfort me.he was always supporting me.i felt so connected to him...he can feel if i'm sad or happy even when i dun mention anything.i have never felt so close to anyone before..now i can't even talk to him as a friend anymore..my heart aches..aches so badly my tears can't stop rolling for a while..sometimes i really wish we can try again...wish that we can love each other again..but i know i'm wishing for something that won't come true anymore. i am moving on..but not as fast as i thought i would. missing someone u loved so dearly is unavoidable....he will always have a place in my heart...always will...in the past,present and future.though we don't really talk anymore, i hope he's doing fine.i hope he's still taking good care of himself,still smiling everyday so that girls can fall in love with his smile that makes him look so cute. he certainly deserve someone better than me..someone who can be by his side always..making him happy and not someone who is like a hundred thousand miles away from him. it's just too torturing for him. he deserves a better first love. Other girls can now know how great a boyfriend he is and treasure him better. 1st july..time flies..we broke up for a month already. i really wish him all the best..=)

okay, i better move on to other things before i start crying again. mum suggested to me last week about studying real estate since i'm doing nothing now. good suggestion! it's just 4 weeks and i will have a licence of a real estate agent. ^.^ since my uncle would be opening his own real estate company in the next few years, i can work there too. cool shit. but it all comes down to money matters. $700+. but i find it really a good suggestion. i wan to study...anything would be fine! i wan something to do rather than rotting at home everyday. work work work!!! gotta go to Auntie Cindy's tomorrow to cut my hair since it's getting long and out of shape and then maybe dye my hair on friday..the girls are coming back tomorrow unless they extend their trip.oh the pics i said i would upload..errr..my infrared is giving me problems..i try again tomorrow..soccer tonight..portugal vs holland. portugal will sure win but i'm gonna support holland cos my ruud van nistelrooy is in that team..if he's not playing..then i will go for portugal.^.^ ok i gotta go now..gunbound is down so i decided to entertain myself with a new game "Survival Project" for the time being..see u guys..*muackz*

Tear drop 7/01/2004 12:46:00 am of Eunice