ok..my future is decided! i just filled in the application form for the course. decided to do "Food Science and Technology". yeap! i'm back to courses that deals with health, since my interest is there..why should i give up on it just cos of one unit..HUMAN BIOLOGY!! =PpPp! i thought it through..nothing is impossible..when i was in primary school...i thought i hate science..but still i made it through..in year 12 i thought calculus and economics were hard..i thought they were too hard to study.In the end, i failed...but when i had a second chance at them both last year,through hard work..and trying to make friends with those two subjects..i managed to do it and got an "A" the second time. so i guess the same thing goes with Human Biology. if i can do it in the past..i know i can do it again..nothing is too hard to be done..i guess i was too distracted from my studies the last semester by games and the internet. hehehe! and also i fell sick..which makes things even worst which also resulted in STRESS. SO THIS TIME! EUNICE IS GONNA MAKE IT, ALRIGHT? hey sho hey sho! jia you jia you! woot! i'm gonna start studying Human Biology these few months before starting school next year in march..i'm gonna be good friends with all the sick stuff in the textbook..i'm gonna try to remember their names and what are they there for..muhaha.and i'm gonna be a food scientist in future!! alright!! whooo!! ok shut up eunice. went out to Fast Eddy's with the girls last night to have coffee...but we ended up having soup which tasted like pasta sauce..-.-" geez! it was meant to be minestrone soup by the way..POO! i'll be meeting them at Curtin later to study..yes..S-T-U-D-Y! wahaha..so i'll be cooking fried rice and leave it in the rice cooker so the rest of my family can have it for dinner. lalala! i'm in such a high spirit. i dunno why..oh did i mention me reversing into a car the other night? BWAHAHA! erm..yeah..i was on my way out of the garage..wanting to go pick my sis up from her friend's house. i reversed and i didn't see if any car was parked on the opposite side of the road..(usually only stupid ppl will park there) anyway..i reversed and i was changing CDs on my CD Player..and i heard "BOM" wahahaha! i was like.."HUH? did i run over something?" i looked to the back and this red "Hyundai Excel" was behind..jajaja! quickly drove off..but thinking in my head if i made any dents on the other car or my car...i really can't wait to get home to see if my car is okay....hehe..andddddd IT'S FINE! wahaha..strong hyundai cars..lol..it wasn't even scratched..huahuahua! lucky mememememe! anyway..suddenly stomach pain..i'm off now..blog maybe later? jajaja! see u guys!! muackz!! i'm a future food scientist! wheee! mememememe!!

Tear drop 8/31/2004 12:15:00 pm of Eunice

i'm blogging this while playing gunbound...heehee...multi-tasking..so the meet up with the girls went alright..miss them so much..went for lunch at the food court..had Oyako Don..tasted quite okay..den we walked around..and planned a few upcoming events. hehe..firstly,we meeting up at Lynette's house for Felicia's birthday next sunday...and then we meeting up again on the 10th for mooncake festival..and spend the night together till the clock strikes 12am for my birthday..haha..kewl..promised them that i will make sesame balls for them..steph u wan some? give some to ur boyfriend wan? must tell me in advanced ah..den i make more..hmm...don't think i'll be planning anything for my birthday this year..mum asked me today what i wanna do on my birthday..i say i just wanna stay home and sleep..she asked if i wanted a steamboat like what we're doing for my brother's birthday next thursday..hee..maybe! since i like steamboat so much...sorry girls..i dun feel like clubbing on my birthday this year...no mood..aiya..see first la..iema sms-ed me the other day,inviting me to her birthday party bbq at mill point this sunday..cool...i'll be meeting my friends from last year..lols..haven't seen them for quite a while..muhahaha..it will be W-E-I-R-D...i've been feeling really frustrated recently..i dunno why..feel like people around me are not real..like they're out to get me,to put me down..i just can't trust people anymore...have been crying a lot the past two days..sigh..what is wrong with me man...grrr...someone help me..!!

Tear drop 8/28/2004 01:33:00 am of Eunice

okay..i was meant to start blogging like an hour ago but i got hooked up on a conversation with melisa..lolz..haven't talk to her for ages...anyway..we were engaged in very interesting topics..about sluts and bitches..hohoho!..i kept laughing..lol..went clubbing on saturday...wanted to go Metros and Church..but last minute decision, doris,steph,ariel and i decided to hop to Church first,leaving Debbie,Sheila and Suey at Metros..lol..stoned in there for a few hours before going to the dance floor...sheesh..Church is seriously losing customers...the place wasn't even full that day,compared to the other times we went...i think cos they changed the DJ...music is C-R-A-P. went for supper at City Garden before heading home. meeting my dear girls for lunch @ Carousel tomorrow! Lynette,Jacqueline and Felicia! wheee!! i haven't seen them since the last time we went for a movie..which is way back in june! whee! after that,i have to come home to cook an early dinner cos i gotta go over to my auntie's house to babysit my cousins and this other kid..wheee...wonder if i will get paid this time..heh! last time she gave me $20 each time i go over to babysit..wahaha! ok shush..gotta wake up early tomorrow to cook potato and gravy! woot! so my sis got something to eat when she comes home from school and also when my brother wakes up. getting more vcds tomorrow from lynette! "Westside Story" and "100% Senorita". wheee! kinda getting bored of Gunbound..heehee..yes..finally!! after being addicted to it for the past 8 months! sheesh...it's my brother's birthday next thursday..if he got no plans..den i think we shall have steamboat at home..wheeee! okay 3am...i blog more tomorrow if i am willing to make the effort..i'm off to bed now! wheeee!! can't wait to see the 3 girls!! *huggies* it always feels good when people still remember u though u seldom contact them anymore,and it feels even better when they still make the effort to call u out for lunch! ahh..i love u guys!!..



Tear drop 8/25/2004 01:58:00 am of Eunice

went out with the girls just now to Oriel's to have coffee...and then to ivy's house...came home..my sis was on the computer..so i went to watch "Jiu Cheng Gao" vcds. i remember when i met Bryan on the day i went back...i told him i wanted to watch "Holland V" and he told me "Jiu Cheng Gao" is nice too..hmm..alright la...i'm up to disc 8..soon i'll be finished..so i was actually feeling quite okay and happy..until i logged on to gunbound..*sigh* went into the room where guowei,glitter and phoe was playing in..got to know from them that they are having a guild outing tomorrow...=( my mood sank..sigh..most of my guild members will be there...and i can't go!!! i want to go!!! i remember saying it before that we should have a guild outing one day..and here it goes..really happened so quickly and i can't be there...the next time i go back to singapore,i'm sure all of them won't be playing gunbound anymore..probably won't still be in contact with them..although it's just a game..a guild in a game..just random people we meet while playing but i really treated each and every of them as a real and good friend of mine..and yet i can't go!!! grrr.haiz...they will be going to Marina South for Steamboat...how i wish i can go...but i can't do anything about it either..just my luck to be overseas and all my friends are in singapore...i feel so sad...i feel so left out....

Tear drop 8/15/2004 04:26:00 am of Eunice

i found a song yesterday..i love the lyrics..

If The Hero Never Comes To You
If You Need Someone,
You're Feeling Blue
If You Wait For Love,
And You're Alone
If You Call Your Friends,
Nobody's Home
You Can Run Away,
But You Can't Hide
Through a Storm And Through A Lonely Night
Then I'll Show You,
There's A Destiny
The Best Things In Life,
They Are Free

But If You Wanna Cry
Cry On My Shoulder
If You Need Someone,
Who Cares For You
If You're feeling sad
Your Heart Gets Colder
Yes I Show You What Real Love Can Do

If Your Sky Is Grey Oh Let Me Know
There's A Place In Heaven,
Where We'll Go
If Heaven Is A Million Years Away
Oh Just Call Me And I'll Make Your Day
When The Nights Are Getting Cold And Blue
When The Days Are Getting Hard For You
I Will Always Stay Here By Your Side
I Promise You, I'll Never Hide

But If You Wanna Cry
Cry On My Shoulder
If You Need Someone,
Who Cares For You
If You're feeling sad
Your Heart Gets Colder
Yes I Show You What Real Love Can Do


yeah..anybody wanna cry on my shoulder? ^.^ just knew yesterday that jer has a blog! so i added him as a link! heehee! visit his site if you're free...this dude going NS soon..jer ah! take care when u go in yea? we will miss you~ =P...and not forgetting a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest VON..hehee..hey girl..birthday lei..dun be so upset..cheer up a bit yea? this year he not free..den next yr? still many more to come ma..^.^ *hUggies* SmiLeeeeeeeee!

Tear drop 8/11/2004 02:36:00 pm of Eunice

alo!!! finally i am making the effort to blog..muahhaa! kinda lazy sometimes..either i just dun feel like typing or i type halfway and decided to blog another day which never happens..hehehe! sooooo since the last time i blogged..a lot of things happen..i'm just glad misunderstandings between my good friends and i are all cleared now..ole! i went out last night with ken to cottlesloe beach to chill...he's leaving today..oh! he's flying in the air now..he going back to singapore to do his National Service..damn..gonna miss this friend of mine..no more chilling partner for now! won't be seeing him for 2 years *sobs*boo hoo hoo* anyway..we sat there watching the waves swish swish swooosh while smoking and talking! NICE! IM LOVIN IT! muahahha! i can't believe i can talk to this chap about anything man! god! anyway, we both set goals! we told each other 2 years later when he come back to perth,we WILL look different! we will lose weight and turn out to be another person,healthy and full of self esteem! muahaha! yea..kinda funny but that's what i'm gonna do do do do! eating very little nowadays..i dunno why..suddenly i just don't feel like eating anymore! isn't that goooooood?! and i'm doing exercise! lalala! i just blast my music in the room and start doing my aerobics..or maybe dance or jump around..making sure i sweat! OLE!!!! anyway..i hope u guys support me ok? i've to do it this time! motivate meeeeeeee!! lalalala! OLE OLE OLE!!!

i read my friends' blogs recently and some of them are just complaining about their other half treating them not as good as their friends' partners. it just makes me feel a little angry..hehehe! everyone sets themselves a perfect partner..he wants a girl who is caring,friendly,sexy,cute,slim,petite,big eyes,nice smile etc etc..the list goes on and on..she wants a guy who can treat her like a princess,suave,caring,brings her shopping and buying her whatever she wants. another one wants a guy who is tall,good looking,nice body,rich,good education background,drives a car,rich family background blahblahblah. i mean nobody is perfect man! you set yourself such a person who can never exists...(maybe in fairytales but fairytales do not exist in reality)! and start comparing with the person you're with now, and then complains that they are not good enough or they are not treating u good enough. but u have already decided to be with him/her, why do u only complain now? why would u go out with him in the first place if u gonna complain about this and that? why don't u look at it from another point of view? think of the things he/she has done for u in the past..i'm sure they have done nice things,spend good quality time with you, shared some memories with you. is it the looks,the money or the person you're going for? instead of comparing,why not try treasuring or comprimising or even looking at things from a different view? i've learnt from my past relationships...i've learnt to treasure someone more than anything...dun make things all so complicated...simple..and be happy..*sigh* why do i only learn now? it's all over but i'm moving...moving on..^.^ i will definitely treasure the next person who walks into my heart...not forgetting my dear friends and family too..heehee..oh THANKS to my Shihui who sent me a super big file that day..a video clip she took on fireworks,hoping it will cheer me up! OF COS U DID! i LOVE fireworks!! they're so pretty!! ehehe! thank u thank u thank u! *mUackz*

jason called me yesterday afternoon..it was fun..it's always full of laughter when we talk to each other...haha..he's still the same..forever making fun of me..forever trying to "suan" me..i left my msn on while i was on the phone with him..and my dear sister decided to talk to him on msn,putting random animal photos as my display pic..and they both started making fun of me when i'm not looking at the convo. e.g a penguin the phone picture..he says i look like the penguin..and then a cow..a doggy..an elephant..DOH! i'm glad this good friend of mine is moving on too...i dunno if he's really happy or just putting up a strong front when talking to me..but i just hope he can be happy..dun wish to see him get hurt..dun wish to hear him cry on the phone again...i just want him to be happy..real happy..=) hehe~ i guess he'll be fine..once he gets into uni..he will have girls all crawling to him..no problem! hohoho!...he's such a sweet friend man..he told me whatever i wan from singapore,like CDs or VCDs or anything, i can just tell him on a monthly basis and he will send it over to me..he even asked me to ask my mum what VCDs she wanna watch..ask me to ask my bro and sis too..i will just have to pay him the next time i go back to singapore..told him I'M NOT GOING BACK THEN! wahaha..my mum adores him..dun ask me why..i got no idea either...hohoho..every auntie adores him..geez! watched National Day Parade on the internet last night too..hmm..not bad..i like the colours...so much more colourful this year..but i still prefer last year's show..hee! anyway..Happy Birthday to Singapore for yesterday~ and to David and Muhai too! as for today..i just wanna say a big big HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to my ELIZABETH a.k.a BIRD JIE a.k.a my best sister! so cool...known her for 7 years le..time flies...hope u have fun today ok? *huggies* ok..i think i blogged too much today..muahahahaa! see u guys! i'm off to gunbound..bb!

Tear drop 8/10/2004 02:14:00 pm of Eunice